Before reading:The doctor is you

I am at the mental hospital, in the way to my loved pacient. Her name is Andreea, and she was  the most difficult pacient. And she still is. I tried everything to discover what started the madness. From her past, her family, her friends...Nothing...
I have brought her to the normal world a little, but not much. Today is 4 january 2020. Today  is Andreea's Birthday, she has 20 now. Today is the day she had come 6 years ago. Today should be the day of her death, if she will don't show a little change in her broken mind. But I will never give up on her. I have 10 hours before she will be evaluated.
*After 5 minutes*
The security opened the door and there she was. Her someday long, brown, hair was all shaved and her eyes were having an absent look.
"Hello" I catched her attention and then I put some My Chemical Romance songs. It started Disenchanged. This band is the only thing that make her more...normal.
"Hello Doctor"she said"I hate the ending myself...But it started with an alright scene"
"Happy Birthday"
"Today...Today is my death day"I looked at her...How she knew?
"How you..."
"I heard them screaming" Them is the term she use for the rest of the people.
"But we can stop it...We can stop the death"
"No! The death is good!"I was shocked. Who would want to die?
"What?"
"Nobody wants me My parents never visited me from the day I arrived here! I had just fake friends that were just using me and... Tell me I'm a bad man! Kick me Like a stray! Tell me I'm an angel! Take this to my grave!"Now Andreea was crying"I walk a lonely road...The only one that I had ever know...Don't know where it goes but It's home to me...I walk alone"I think I kow what started the madness. But I can't brough her parents, I tried before. But maybe...
"Andreea...Your wrong...I care about you"She was looking at me with red eyes.
"Your lying!"
"If I don't cared do you think that I would try to help you?...If I don't cared do you think that I would come today?" She was looking at me. Now I observed that she was holding a marker. She then moved to the door and there, on the dor was drawed a...coffin?
"It better be black...It better be tight...It better be just my size"And she seated her in front of the coffin. She was fitting perfectly.
"Are you sure?"She nodded.
*After 10 hours*
"She is?"the man that needed to kill Andreea spoke.
"Yes"The horrible-boss-ever said.
"She don't look like she is so mad to be killed"Now I was hoping that the man will not kill her.
"Believe me. She almost killed every doctor that tried to help her"
"Except me"
"Yes...Except you...And can you please close that song?"
"No! This song is the last thing I want to hear befor my death"
Now I closed my eyes.
"Don't let's them take the light behind your eyes" these were the lyrics the song sang before I heard the gun and a body falling on the floor.
*After a week*
I still van remember her dead body. I can't believe I letted something like that to happen. Now I was at her grave. Snow was everywhere...Except her grave. This was odd but I think that really mean 'Nobody wants me'. Well...Except me.
I put a bouquet on her grave and the wind blowed it away. I always known that she was an incurable soul. But it didn't stopped me to try.