Alive

Point of view: Gerard

I was in the corridor of the block where Andreea live. I never saw her for 2 weeks. I know something happened because  normally I see her every day. When I arrived at her apartment I chocked. No answer. I can feel people emotions and now I feel  a person in Andreea's apartment that have the saddst emotion I ever felt. I was worried that the person in the apartment was Andreea. I think that you think that me and Andreea are lovers no? No. Me and Andreea are just friends, but I'd like to be more than that. I wanted to ask Andreea how she feel about me but I'm to scared. Scared about rejection. Mikey told me that I need to gave up. To not see her in my life ever. That she is like a fallen Angel  who was banished from heaven. But I don't listened him. I will not gave up  from my fallen Angel
"Andreea"If she was the person who is in the apartment for sure she heard me. She is a Vampire like me. Us to are the last Royal Vampires. No answer again.
Then I pulled the door and I was surprised that the door was opened. Because Andreea  was looking her door everytime for safe. When I entered in the living room all was dark. I saw Andreea  on the green sofa. Her hair was a mess.
"Andreea "I asked and then she looked at me. Her green eyes full of joy were now full of sadness and her beautiful face was covered with blood tears. Who would do this to my fallen angel?"What happened"
"Leave me a-fucking-lone"she said. Her voice was hoarse from crying.
"No"I said and then I sat next to her. And then I saw something on her hands that socked me completely. Her hands were burned from the silver attack. The silver attack is the worst think ever. It remain a sign forever on you're skin.
"Who did this to you?"I asked and took one of her hands carefully not to hurt her more. "I'll kill him"
"Then kill me"Andreea said and then I know that she did herself the silver attack.
"You did this?"I asked and a part of me wanted to be just a joke. But from her emotions it was real.
"Yes"She said and took her hand
"Why?"I said and I saw an the table a spike. She wanted to kill herself. What happened that she don't want to live anymore?
"I sick, Gerard. Sick of the life I have. If I wasn't alive why I should live that dead life. I don't know how the dead feel, but I don't know how the life feel to."So that was. From the start of her life she was transformed into a vampire so she don't know how the dead feel, but she want to feel the life.
"Andreea…"I started to think of something to say and then I remembered"I saw 4 weeks ago some of our class mates and they were speaking about who would be a vampire. I asked them if they think that you're a vampire and do you want to know what they said?"
"Do I?"
"They said that 'Andreea…a vampire, how you can think of that? She is more alive than us'"I said and I saw a little smile on her face
"Really?"She said and I saw that some of her joy from her eyes is returning.
"Really"I said
"But is not only that...Nobody would are about me if I die"She said and the joy of her eyes dissapeared
"Don't say that...Amber, Leo, me,  would miss you"I said and then a blood tear appeared on my face to thinking that Andreea think that I wouldn't miss her
"You all would get over it"she said and then she bent to take the spike. I stopped her and then I did what I wanted to do for so long time. I kissed her.  And then  I said"I wouldn't get over it...I would kill myself I you do the same…Is more better to die with you then live without you...because I love you Andreea"
And then she kissed me. So my angel is now mine."I love you to, Gee"